I can't get back into my rut

Man, I really hope I don't start staying up until 2 AM regularly, or 4 like last night. I really can't let myself start waking up at 11 again, it's a terrible habit and it puts a hamper on the day.

Sheesh, I still miss Agnes like the dickens. I had a girl that was perfect for me, and I threw it away. Well, the important thing is I'm still having trouble getting over her...oh wait, no, that's terrible, isn't it? Well then the important thing is that she's been seeing one of my friends for longer than she was seeing me...oh wait, still not it. Then the important thing is I haven't talked to either of them since I heard they were dating....DAMMIT, does anything good come out of this for me??

Yeah yeah, I'm bitter. It's not that I really don't want to talk to either of them, there's just a few things that I'm scared of. The last time I talked to Agnes, I got burned, and I don't plan on striking that flint anymore. Plus, the fact that deep down, I KNOW I'm still morbidly in love with her, and I can't bear to see her with someone else, especially the guy that she referred to as a jerk so many times. I wish I had counted the number of times I said to myself, or to anyone else, that they would eventually start dating.

I really should get some food in me, I'm going to be jamming for the first time in ages with Sheena and Veebs. Besides, I forgot what else I was gonna say.

I'd like to give a shout out to Vicky, G, and Sheena, who hopefully have decided to join the crowd of people who read my blog more than once a month!

Listening to... Three Days Grace - Scared
Link of the moment... Calgary Flames, ready for the Detroit Red Wings