Gas Leak in residence = valentine's date
And here I am...8 minutes to midnight. I've got early class tomorrow...I'll be kicking myself for being up so late later, but life is too short to make sense.
Last night there was a gas leak in the residence and we all had to standin the parking lot for a while at about 10 PM. Then the fire crew told us we couldn't go back in for an hour, so I went to William's with Grace and Elspeth (two girls from my residence). We had some intersting conversation, and I told them 'the story' of how I ruined the best thing I had going for me. But enough about how I had another lonesome Valentine's day.
I sent some flowers to Vicky, yellow roses. They were intended to be a surprise, but aparently Martine can't be trusted. I really thought I found someone I could have decent conversations with, but she's betrayed my trust and I've taken a mental note of it. The flowers set me back a pretty penny, but sometimes you have to admire things once in a while.
I feel like there's nothing to look forward to. When I go home in the summer, I go back to working full time, and after that I go back to universtiy. After university, I get some job I won't like and work it for thirty years. To summarize, the next thirty two years of my life will be as miserable as it is now.
Drawing from the first post I ever made with this blog, I wish I was some ignorant fool. Ignorant people have fun doing ignorant things. I just can't do it though; I can't bring myself down to that level. I'm too aware for my own good. I'm not trying to imply that I'm better than other people, I just live differently than everyone else. I'm living in a culture completely disjoint from my own.
Listening to... Sick of it All - Just Look Around
Link of the moment... Homestar Runner. I just realized I've never linked this before.
Last night there was a gas leak in the residence and we all had to standin the parking lot for a while at about 10 PM. Then the fire crew told us we couldn't go back in for an hour, so I went to William's with Grace and Elspeth (two girls from my residence). We had some intersting conversation, and I told them 'the story' of how I ruined the best thing I had going for me. But enough about how I had another lonesome Valentine's day.
I sent some flowers to Vicky, yellow roses. They were intended to be a surprise, but aparently Martine can't be trusted. I really thought I found someone I could have decent conversations with, but she's betrayed my trust and I've taken a mental note of it. The flowers set me back a pretty penny, but sometimes you have to admire things once in a while.
I feel like there's nothing to look forward to. When I go home in the summer, I go back to working full time, and after that I go back to universtiy. After university, I get some job I won't like and work it for thirty years. To summarize, the next thirty two years of my life will be as miserable as it is now.
Drawing from the first post I ever made with this blog, I wish I was some ignorant fool. Ignorant people have fun doing ignorant things. I just can't do it though; I can't bring myself down to that level. I'm too aware for my own good. I'm not trying to imply that I'm better than other people, I just live differently than everyone else. I'm living in a culture completely disjoint from my own.
Listening to... Sick of it All - Just Look Around
Link of the moment... Homestar Runner. I just realized I've never linked this before.
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